Sometimes it is better to just admit defeat and then scrape yourself back up off the floor, gather up all the little pieces and get back to it. I think it gets really exhausting to keep that "I can hold it all together" and "life is just great" smile on that we tend to do. So thanks for hearing me out while I needed to just vent and whine. I had so many encouraging replies and personal emails, and I thank you for standing by me. Writing is definitely an outlet for me.
Although motherhood may not be how I expected it would be, it does have its really great moments...
here's the younger two today...